Saturday, September 29, 2007

Life is sometimes annoying you just have to learn to deal with it and today was one of those days.

My Goodness when it rains it pours. I sit down because I am trying to do my homework and what happens for the next hour people are in my room asking me questions, that I don't give a damn about. I tell them they are annoying me but do they care of course not. And its kind of hard when 2 of the 3 people are my parents. Well I went on a walk today although I wanted to go for a run or to the gym. Dad went with me so did precious. We did run a little tiny bit but it was all dad could do of course. We are supose to go to the gym tomorrow at like 6 in the morning. I went out to G.B.A. for our meeting and dealt with all that shit. I think I am sneaking off to the fair tomorrow night. I need it. Of course the fam will think I am at work. What a suprise. Can't do shit without them worrying about where I am because you know that if I am not at the house I can not help them. Heaven forbid I have any fun by myself. Really don't want to go alone but it looks like I am going to have to. If I tell one family member they will all know. I am getting really excited its only 14 days till Volkslauf. My shoulder was hurting me a little bit today but I will deal. I am going to ride all the rides I can in 4 hours. I hope it will be a lot. I know it is going to be jammed pack it being the last day. Which sucks but oh well. Well I am getting tired so I am going to sign off for the night. Not that anyone has seen any of my blogs. Hahaha. But I am tired.

Thursday, September 27, 2007

I am so pathetic. I am sitting here with nothing to do. I am watching T.V. ofcourse. When I should be organizing my room or doing homework or something more productive. I hate it that my room is such a disaster but do I get up off my ass. NO. I have no energy and am so tired all the time while at this house. I know I am not going to get to go to the fair again this year it pisses me off. Well I am actually tired enough that I think I can fall asleep so night bloggers.
ME....

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Tonights Events and Thoughts


Ok well I am home from the speech on Global Warming and I must say that it was so much more informational then the speech two weeks ago. I can say that I actually learned a lot where as I did not learn anything for the one before. The unfortuate event of the night was when I realized I was sitting next to a guy that could have intoxicated me just with his breathe. OMG. I thought he was a pretty cool guy last week but my goodness. Half of the shit he was saying I could not understand. He was making induewindows about me keeping my body in my chair sorry I have a big ass it occasionally touches people. Anyways. I have learned so much in the past what it must be just a year well I guess two semester now and one semester of Biology a few semesters back. That when I went to CSUB to talk to them about enrolling I did not know what I wanted my concentration in but I do now I want it in science. I know I want it to be in the field of Earth and rocks and minerals Yeah on my test. I got an A. I got an A Yeah. Oooops sorry ranting there wasn't I. Anyways. I have discovered I like this thing a lot. I can't write anything I want. And my sisters will never be smart enough to find it. hehehehehe. I am having huge amounts of problems with Physical Science though any help is greatly appriciated.
Well I have two annoying teachers and one ok and one cool. I gotten through two classes today still have one more and then a Global Warming lecture. I went a couple of weeks ago to the one against human being the cause but as any sensible human knows. The humankind causes all kinds of pollutions that builds up in the air. I have 18 days to finish as much of getting myself ready for the volkslauf. I have a countdown calander and everything. I am excited about it. I am scared shitless about it and anxious. I want to do it badly. I know I am going to fall and trip and do all kinds of other things. Like look stupid but I am going to do it. I have looked through many, many pictures and although I know it is going to be difficult especially hanging up side down and crossing a rope. I will finish. I have had a few training sessions and I have been running on my own. I wish I had a bike. I love riding a bike but have not gotten too because of the fact that someone always steals it. Although now if I got one I could lock it to a pole in the backyard. I have got to go get me one.

So Class Goes On

Well today I learned in class that I do suck in certain subjects or maybe its the teachers. Hell I don't know. For some reason when some teachers are talking it flies right over my head and that sucks. I am happy because I did beat the class average but it was still an "F". Now in my other class I got an "A" that one of course I am happy about. I should be asleep right now I have class in less then eight hours. But of course I can't sleep so I have been surfing when I could no longer do homework. Oh shit I still have a video to watch. So I guess I will sign off for now. Glad I found this site. Thanks to my old English Professor. I had forgotten about it until I started looking through old syllabuses. I had a lot of arguements through blogger. It was fun. I am not sure exactly how to use it but I will figure it out. Damn its hot. I wish I was sleeping outside it feels so much better out there.