CBEST scores are killing me

I hate having to wait for any test results. Weather it be school test results or medical test results. Right now my peeve is waiting for my CBEST results. It sucks. I am waiting and waiting and waiting. Still have 10 days to wait. I can't wait. Of course I am scared to death that I failed. I hope and pray that I won but there is always that thing in the back of my head saying "What If" My future is hanging in the balance. If I pass the test then I can start subsituting. IF not then I have to wait for even longer.